uhm...well ill get right to the point...i find it hard to cling to life, its dificult to move on... Im stuck... Whenever i gain some sort of happiness life finds a way to take it away, and i end up worse than before...why? Why does that always have to happen to me? I dont have anymore reasons to remain strong, so please, tell what im supposed to do now that i have no reason to live...
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Originally Posted by demonology
uhm...well ill get right to the point...i find it hard to cling to life, its dificult to move on... Im stuck... Whenever i gain some sort of happiness life finds a way to take it away, and i end up worse than before...why? Why does that always have to happen to me? I dont have anymore reasons to remain strong, so please, tell what im supposed to do now that i have no reason to live...
How old are you?
Life is precious. You think you want it over with, but I promise you once you pull that trigger, when your drifting around when no ones cares about you, you will want to be alive again. Life also has new things to throw at you. You just need to hang around to catch them. Trust me I know exactly what your feeling. I have lost friends because of me. He died because of me. And yet, im still here. Going strong. And the only reason is because once your down in the dumps, life can only get better. Just trust life, as its the only thing you have.
uhm...well ill get right to the point...i find it hard to cling to life, its dificult to move on... Im stuck... Whenever i gain some sort of happiness life finds a way to take it away, and i end up worse than before...why? Why does that always have to happen to me? I dont have anymore reasons to remain strong, so please, tell what im supposed to do now that i have no reason to live...
Life is both cruel, and benign. A cruel mistress and a benign, kind mother. To live, a person needs to learn to circumvent, and survive with both. Without, kindness life will be dark, and seem as cruel and deadly as flight down from a tall cliff, to shatter on sharp rocks beneath. However, without darkness, a person life will become dark, for he will know no true sadness, and the world to him will seem bleak. A dark moment, an unfortunate event is a powerful cunning adversary, that shatters the strongest morale, destroys the strongest defenses, however, the defeat of such an adversary is a joyous moment in itself. For after, a hard moment, the most trivial things seem joyous, life itself becomes joyous, it becomes like savouring the sunlight of day, after a long, gloomy, dark night. Holding on through the night will strengthen the soul, strengthen the mind, and teach to discover joy, love in even the darkness of moments. Regardless of the situation a reason to live always exists, to simply exalt in the glory of living, to exalt in the feeling of the sun on your face, to exalt in the wonder of life, and wonder about all those tiny wonderous things that create our world. Even in bleakness, obscurity, the reason of living is to taste the untastable, to taste all things possible and impossible, and after enduring the night wrought by the mind, to later rejoice in the glory of the world, and the triumph of life. For if you take your life, without attempting to observe the wonders of the world, occurances beyond your wildest dreams, then your life was a waste. Living is the sole meaning of life.
You are 16, and are young, and have a full, rich life ahead of you. It is impossible that you have seen all, and thus there exists no point in retiring from this world. There remains much to do. Furthermore, you should remember that there will always exist people whose situations is worse than yours, yet they continue to struggle, and live a rich life. Remember, the night is darkest just before dawn.
I understand, that some situations may seem as difficult, and impossible as attempting to move a stone wall, or lifting the world on your shoulders. However, there is always happiness, there is always a sanctuary, there is always life. One must simply open their eyes and look.
Hope this helps! I have learned this myself through experience, and I understand your situation.
Last edited by MercifulBoss; 07-20-2009 at 09:50 AM.
thanks guys, and i aint gonna do anything stupid, most of that was just what was goin on at the moment...you know about that teenage drama and stuff, sewnsative guys like me get it worst, i was only caught in the moment, ill remember everythin u said and maybe ill need it someday, thank u, and i will NOT do anythin severe as that...
EDIT 1: Uh, most of that was just the moment, teenage drama ya know? Well i aint gonna do anything stupid, and thanx guys, its nice to see that ppl can still care, that was all mostly the moment, im sorry
EDIT 2: thanks guys, really thanks a lot, but i dont think i need it, most of it was cuz of the moment, you know, that teenage drama that we all go thru, i aint goin to do anything stupid, maybe ur words will help me in the future, but ur right, i am too young to do that, thanx again guys, and im NOT gonna give up yet, my reason to live will be to find my true reason to live...thnx
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We don't need no education!
We don't need no thought control,
No dark sarcasm in the classroom!
Teachers leave them kids alone,
Hey! Teachers! Leave them kids alone!
All in all it's just another brick in the wall.
All in all you're just another brick in the wall.
well, thats what it has to be right? drama? it better be, cuz if its drama that means itll end right?
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there is no difference between music and noise other than who sais wich is wich and when.
12:50 PM <Elektrolik>A while ago, I found out that "Liar, Liar Pants On Fire" translated into French and back comes back to say "Teller of Untruths, Your Trousers Have Combusted". I laughed. MLIA
We don't need no education!
We don't need no thought control,
No dark sarcasm in the classroom!
Teachers leave them kids alone,
Hey! Teachers! Leave them kids alone!
All in all it's just another brick in the wall.
All in all you're just another brick in the wall.
well i learned not to love for now...not until i know the time is right
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there is no difference between music and noise other than who sais wich is wich and when.
12:50 PM <Elektrolik>A while ago, I found out that "Liar, Liar Pants On Fire" translated into French and back comes back to say "Teller of Untruths, Your Trousers Have Combusted". I laughed. MLIA
We don't need no education!
We don't need no thought control,
No dark sarcasm in the classroom!
Teachers leave them kids alone,
Hey! Teachers! Leave them kids alone!
All in all it's just another brick in the wall.
All in all you're just another brick in the wall.
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Last year, I started to get really sad, until the point that I couldn't do anything.
What I did, was I took up a hobby that I was good at. It really gave me another world to go to when my life is just unbearable. Eventually it got better and now I'm here, laughing at my avatar every freaking time I see it.
We don't need no education!
We don't need no thought control,
No dark sarcasm in the classroom!
Teachers leave them kids alone,
Hey! Teachers! Leave them kids alone!
All in all it's just another brick in the wall.
All in all you're just another brick in the wall.
i dont think i can stay strong...
