[mr.handsomeman]

Originally Posted by floorpuncher

You're right. Physically, I'm still here. I'm still alive and breathing right? So let's all thank God for that. Let's thank God for nightmares that I have every night. Let's thank God for the screams that deafen my ears to this day. Let's thank God for the terror that I have when driving down the street because every other car is an IED. Most of all, let's thank God for the guilt that I deal with everyday of my life knowing that I'm alive and my friends are dead. Let's all take a minute to thank God and Jesus for the "good" that God has given me.

I don't blame anything that I've been through on anyone. I don't hold anyone accountable for the things that I've seen and been through.

I believe you just contradicted yourself right here man. I mean, you're saying that it's because of God that all of these bad things hapenned to you, yet you say that you're not blaming anyone for what has hapenned.

I never said anything about fate, I can see how you would draw to that conclusion, but that's not what I'm saying. I'm saying that God gives you a choice, you can love him or you can't, but he knows what you're going to choose before hand and he's going to set things up in your life that are going to make you at least think about loving him. like me. I'm here on my own free will, but God knew that i was going to be here, it's not fate, it's just meant to be.